Back in Black.

Soooo... it has been a while. But I am back, and not to talk about my marriage and how life is super wonderful because I have a hot husband and life is full of killer vacations and adventures and whatnot... because it's no longer that way. Here is my current status:

Hi, I am Brecca. I am 23 and divorced. I can't afford vacations, I should be done with my bachelor's degree- but I'm not, I have a crappy, anti-social work schedule; but my life is awesome. I love what I do, who I work with, what I study, who I am. I am able to see the good in my life, it is filled with happiness and beauty and good people. Why? Because life is what we make of it, WE CHOOSE HAPPINESS. I am starting up this new segment of my blog to type raw, honest thoughts and feelings about my life and the experiences I am going through. (Of course there will be randoms of all sorts... let's be honest.)

First matter of business: Feeling Lonely.
Tonight I had a mini-meltdown. Why? Because I felt lonely. Well, duh... I am alone. I looked around and noticed I was the only person in my room, the only person in my house. I like some solitude, I like being left alone oftentimes. But sometimes I just want someone who I can talk with, be 100% honest with, carry deep, meaningful conversation with; I haven't had that as of late. That is one thing I miss about being in a relationship. My meltdown lasted maybe twenty minutes, then I pulled myself up off of the floor and got over it. Because that is how I roll. But all-in-all, I am happy with my current life, all is well and I am greatly blessed. Tomorrow I will find someone to hug and draw positive, human energy from.
Esta bien.